'Mal'- Function

am disgusted with myself.

am i a hyperbola or a straight line?

for now...i think i'm neither of those...i'll probably just admit to being a ....continous equation that converges to a negative answer.


how could i have had started with a clean slate( or should i say..'plane') and ended up being stuck in a wavelength with a frequency that changes between 1 to -1. ..it probably had had stayed in -1 longer than it did in the positive axis.

i've been given a 2nd,3rd,4th,5th..(whatever..its too shameful to keep track) chance .but still...i failed.

this is a test of life...and i failed..

its not like i haven't figured out the answers.Coz i'd be stupid to have had said that when clearly i knew the answers/solution lies in just a mere book.

hrmm...its probably the application of the mathematical complexity of it that makes me slide back below the axis.The lack of knowledge in the subject that i hold in my brain is just not up to par.i know that.and i have to always remind myself or constantly apply them to my daily life.Constantly revise and exercise .

Hrrmm...this babbling has actually given me strength to go on~i can try my best.You are only a failure if you failed to strive for achievement.


*this has nothing to do with my current examination or mathematics*